Friday, March 9, 2012

CHAPTER 6; Martyr

Chapter Six        
“Martyr”





            Desiree was the first to see Merik return home.  She was perched on a large boulder in the front lawn allowing him to work his way closer before catching his attention.  She licked her lips eager to greet him.
            “You didn’t come home last night.”  She broke the silence.  “I was worried.”
            Merik detoured slightly off the flagstone walkway to speak with her.  A cold fall wind gusted making the dry leaves of the mighty oak above them shiver.  He watched a few stray from the branches and land around them.
            “You shouldn’t worry about me.  You have better things to do,” he argued a weary point.  “Besides I’m fine, see?  One piece.  Just a little knock on the head.”
            “Must have been some bump to keep you out all day.”
            “It happened on my way home.  It just wasn’t a good idea to push my luck.”  Merik left Kat out of his story as conveniently as Desiree left spying out of hers.
            Desiree flipped, going into an acrobatic handspring off the boulder.  She landed gracefully on her feet barely disturbing the leaves on the lawn.  Part of her wanted to know how far he would go to lie—the jealous part.
“So, what caused it?  How’d this horrible injury of yours occur?”
            “I fell.”  Merik answered a fraction of a second too quickly.
            “You fell?”  She repeated with thick sarcasm.  Of course she knew the truth.  She had witnessed it for herself from beyond the glass subway doors.  Even if she hadn’t, she would never have believed him.  She felt insulted that he didn’t feel a warrant for a better excuse.  Her pride refused her to accept such a condescending alibi.  “You, a third degree black belt, fell?”
            Merik’s stomach gave a guilty squirm.  Desiree was his friend.  He shouldn’t feel the need to hide anything from her.  Even if he did, he should have had something more believable to offer.  Maybe it was just an after effect of the concussion.
            “And just what did you fall off of, the Eiffel Tower?”  She mocked his answer.
            “Very funny.”
            What was wrong with him?  Why couldn’t he tell her about where he was or what had really happened?  Despite the feelings he knew Desiree had for him, she was still his friend.  She was his best friend.
            Kat, on the other hand, was just Kat.  A fast growing friendship?  Sure.  Did he kiss her?  Yes.  This had to be an aftershock of the concussion.  That kiss didn’t mean anything; besides Desiree would never know anything about it.  It was just one slip.  One little mistake.  A primitive masculine reaction to seeing her upset.  There was nothing more than that behind it.  How could there be, after Joyce?
            “So how you healing up?”  Desiree pressed forward with conversation.  “I’m surprised to see you’re as well as you are, after such a significant head wound.”  She tossed in another note of disbelief for added effect.
            “I also fractured my arm, not that you’re in a sympathetic mood,” Merik retorted, but Desiree’s silent wait for a real answer couldn’t be ignored.  He grumbled reliving the unpleasant reason he was in such a healthy condition.  “I had to eat raw meat.”
            Desiree made a face that concluded this was more information than she had wished for.  “Shame you didn’t have anyone with you willing to bleed a little.”
            Merik stopped cold.
            “That isn’t funny.  You know I have never tasted human flesh and never will.”
            “Yes Merik.  I’m well aware of your high ideals, and strict morals.  The entire clan­ is aware of them,” Desiree stated with fatigue.  “Are you honestly saying though, that if you were on the brink of death, and only human blood was available, you still would deny it?”
            “I wouldn’t touch one drop.”  Merik marched past her.
            As honorable as Merik’s words seemed, Desiree couldn’t help but feel that he was being thoroughly naïve.  In reality she couldn’t see him pass up the opportunity to save his own life.  After all, he may not approve of drinking human blood himself but she never knew him to speak outright against the small stocks of medical blood the clan kept on reserve.
            She let it go.  There were too few opportunities that she had to openly share time with Merik anymore and preferred to take advantage of every minute presented tonight.
            “So, no sign of Gunder’s clan yet?” she asked.  “I know you’ve been working on that orb still.  He wasn’t the cause of your ‘fall’ was he?”
            Even she was proud of how well she was covering her own tracks.
            Merik blew out a long huff of air.  He sounded disappointed when he knew it should be relief instead.  “No.  No sign of Gunder, or any of his lackeys.”
            A scattering of fine snow began to drift around them.  Desiree distractedly caught a few icy flakes on her fingertips.  “Don’t sound too eager for war, Merik.”
            “I’m not eager for war.  Just eager to see Gunder take his last breath.”
            “You really think that’s possible without war?”
            “I don’t know, but I’ll be prepared either way.”  He firmly declared.  “Besides, this already is a war, isn’t it?  It’s just the next battle I’m waiting for.”
            Desiree grinned shaking her head.  She admired Merik’s determination.  His confidence was stupid, but becoming of his character.  “Then may I suggest a little more practice in the training forum?”
            Merik stopped on the first step of the estates front door at her playful banter.  He gave a mock, semi insulted response.  “Are you implying something about my technique?”
            “No.”  Desiree denied before allowing her grin to grow into a full blown smile.  “But the bump on your head is.”
            “Ouch.”  Merik remarked after her added feminine chuckle.  “I don’t know if I want to train with you now.  If your weapons are half as sharp as your tongue is tonight, I think the risk is a bit much for my tastes.”
            “Oh come on.  When was the last time we sparred?”  Desiree begged.  “We’re way over due.”
            “Fine.”  Merik beamed back at her.  “I’ll meet you after I’m done speaking with Santeego.”
            Desiree’s smile faltered.  “You’re going to see the grand sire?”
            “I think I should don’t you?”
            Desiree knew the answer.  Of course he should.  That didn’t remove the problem that she knew Santeego was with Azriel at present discussing the information she herself had divulged to them about Merik.  She had to stall for time.
            “Why don’t you eat first?  I think it would be a good idea to have a full stomach before speaking with them.”
            “Them?”
            So much for her pride on how well she was covering her tracks.  She had to think fast.  How did she know they were together?
            “Azriel hasn’t left the grand sire’s side since you didn’t come home last night.  I think they’re in the temple.”  Desiree hoped she sounded convincing.  It was partially true.  “I don’t think he’s pleased, so take my advice, and eat first.  I wouldn’t go in without a warm chalice in my stomach if I were you.”
            Merik nodded in agreement as he climbed the last few steps and pushed open the heavy front door.  It was no less than he was expecting.  He knew Santeego would not be pleased with him, but it didn’t keep him from hoping he would simply not notice his absence.
            “I’ll see you in a while then?”  Desire confirmed.
            “Yeah, in a while.”
            Desiree let Merik disappear down the hall before rushing forward to the temple doors.  It was lucky the temple was so close to the front of the estate.  If not for the grand size of the foyer, the front doors would lead directly into the temple itself.  She knew she hadn’t much time before Merik would finish his simple meal.  It was her duty to alert the Grand sire to his presence.
            She humbly rapped on the door, carefully checking that no one was around before doing so.
            “Forgive my intrusion, Grand Sire.”  She cracked open the door.  “I’ve come to inform you of Merik’s safe return.”
            The contrast of light from the hall to the inside of the candle lit temple was too great for even a vampire to adjust to quickly enough to make out either of their expressions.
            With the sound of Santeego’s voice expressing thanks she made her exit knowing better than to linger about.  She snapped the door shut sealing Santeego and Azriel inside once more.
            “What do you mean you can not decipher the witch’s role?”  Santeego continued a heated argument as if Desiree had never interrupted.
            “It is just as I say! I can’t!”  Azriel snapped back somehow maintaining her whispery vocals.  “It will take time.  I am seeing many possibilities ahead.  Not all of them pleasant mind you.  I think it is time you heed my advice and forbid Merik’s continued actions.”
            “I’ll consider it.”  Santeego sneered, resentful for being told what to do.
            “Do not pardon such disquiet,” Azriel warned.  “You know as well as I, what Gunder’s wishes with Merik.  You know as well as I, that Merik indeed has something to attribute in rejoining the clans.”
            Santeego eyed Azriel.  Something in her voice caught his interest.  Something trembling.  “Do I?  Or is there something more that you have discovered?”
            “I have,” Azriel admitted, “and I regret to say I believe Willa may have beaten us to this information.”
            “Impossible.  Willa’s skills in witchcraft are mediocre to your own.”
            “Skills aside, I was not the one seeking answers, she was.”  Azriel voice seemed to shrink with her.  “I have a firm understanding of what Merik’s appeal is to Gunder’s clan.”
            “Speak out then,” Santeego ordered.
            “Gunder was more than accurate in predicting Merik’s involvement in reuniting the clans.  Merik’s role is not only key, but he will one day rule over them as Grand High Sire.”
            “What?”  Santeego breathed in disbelief.
            “Merik will be Grand High Sire, out of line.  He will lead in youth where others have only lead in seniority.”
            “Absurd.”
            Azriel shot an affronted gaze at him in protest.  “I don’t dare believe you doubt my abilities.”
            “Out of lineage?”  Santeego repeated never acknowledging her accusation.
            “As for Gunder and his involvement in rejoining the clans, his part is played out.  His involvement ended with finding and siring Merik.”
            “Then we needn’t be concerned with the orb?”
            “The orb is top priority.”  Azriel countered.  “Destiny is a flighty friend.  It can be changed.  Every witch knows this, including Willa.
            “The prophecies suggest that two will accomplish the reunion.  Merik cannot do it alone.  Gunder will see that everything in his power can be done to assure him a place at Merik’s side.  It is Merik’s choice, and his choice alone, who will rule with him.”
            Santeego massaged the bridge of his nose meditating on the presented facts before him.  “For years we have fought against the concept of rejoining the clans.  Each clan has the right to live as they would, in peace.  No one should be forced to join one order.  Are you now telling me that Merik is to one day become our enemy?”
            “No.”  Azriel blinked unsure how Santeego could ever consider such a possibility.  “Goddess!  Never!”  She took her time finding the proper words to convey the grand gestures she saw in their young friend’s future.
            “Consider this, Santeego.”  She began.  “Merik has strong ideals.  He has fine character and though he holds himself to certain strict ethics, he has never imposed his ways on others in this clan.  He has never tasted human for one example, yet he does not intimidate others to resist as well.  Our clan has already grown to admire, and respect him like no other.  Even now, many of us that outrank him in years, seem to look to him for leadership.  I strongly believe that the clans will join him of free will.”
            Santeego smiled for the first time in days.  A true smile.  One that radiated a warmth from within his soul.  “Imagine…  My young Merik…  Returning our peaceful philosophy to the other clans of the world.”
            Azriel agreed.  “For centuries our clan has held one purpose.  We seek out those with talents that can better society.  We seek those that quest for a higher quality of life.  Inventors, musicians, writers, artists, athletes.”  She listed them off.  “Those that would accomplish so much in an average life time, yet so much more if not bound by mortal law.”
            Santeego sighed allowing the hopeful curl of his lips to fall again.  “It will not be an easy path.  Many clans will resist.  Some have grand sires that have been in a position of power for more than a thousand years.  They will not take lightly to the clans wishing to put their faith in a vampire so young in comparison.”
            “He’s sure to make enemies,” Azriel agreed.
            “Yes, and I don’t wish that for him.  He’s spent enough time battling Gunder.  I wish him the happiness he deserves with Gunder’s end.”
            “Merik has never backed down from a challenge.  He is not a musician or inventor; he is a warrior, a crusader.”
            “A fact that could kill him.”  Santeego had second thoughts about the good that would come of Merik’s future actions.
            Azriel’s hazel eyes lowered.  “I know you feel a protective nature for him, Santeego.  You took him in as your personal ward and have watched over him for nearly a century.  But you can not blame yourself for his wild, and yes, at times, reckless spirit.  We must allow destiny to play itself out, without interference.”
            “You don’t think we should tell him what we know?”  Santeego questioned.
            “No.  At least, not yet,” Azriel refused.  “No one should be too aware of what fate dictates their future to hold.  It would only confuse him.”
            “It’s confused the hell out of me,” Santeego admitted.
            “Knowing too much too soon could have a negative impact on what’s meant to be.  If you need example, I offer up Gunder as one.”
            Santeego sighed in defeat.
            Knock, knock.
             “It’s him,” Azriel gently alerted as she made her way to the door.  “Remember what I said, and if you must tell him, make it only what you feel absolutely necessary.  We don’t even have all of the information ourselves yet.”
            She pulled the door forward.  “I’ll be going now.”  And without so much as a glance at Merik she exited past him.
            Merik felt a primal sense of danger, stepping in past Azriel’s cold shoulder.
            “Is… everything alright, Sire?”
            “What happened last night, Merik?”  Santeego asked already knowing Desiree’s explanation.
            “I lost track of time, and was injured in my haste to get home.”
            A frown line grew between Santeego’s eyes.  “There’s nothing more you’d like to share?”
            Merik’s mind instantly leapt to Kat.  Surely the Grand Sire had no way of knowing how he was injured.  More importantly, he had no knowledge that he had a momentary lapse of judgment and kissed her.
            Merik didn’t know what to say.  The best course of action would be to admit fault and take responsibility.  “I was careless, Sire.  It won’t happen again.”
            “You weren’t careless, you were unfocussed.”  Santeego stringently reprimanded.  “There’s a difference.  You allowed yourself to be distracted from your primary objective.”
            Merik had never been spoken to this way by the grand sire.  His feelings upon entering the room were confirmed.  Something was horribly wrong.
            Santeego scowled walking to the edge of the room where he rested his weight over one of the stands of flickering candles.  “Would you care to enlighten me as to what caused your lacking interest in the approaching dawn?”
            Merik didn’t want to answer.  Not because he felt it would cause him punishment, but because he didn’t want to share such a happy memory with someone who was so angry with him.  He enjoyed walking the museum with Kat and wanted to keep it that way.  He resentfully divulged his actions.
            “Kat took me on a tour of the exhibits.”
            “Kat?”
            “Katherine.”  Merik corrected himself unsure how responsive Santeego would be to his use of a friendly nickname.
            “And you say she led you on a leisure tour?”
            “She led me on a path to knowledge,” Merik defended.
            “Explain.”
            “In most of the texts involving the orb, two other artifacts are given mention.  The Epsim Medallion, and the Staff of Nykron.  I didn’t realize it at first, but Kat—Katherine,” he corrected immediately, “pointed out the significance of the medallion.  The medallion is on display at the museum.  I kept an open eye for the staff and the orb after that, but only the staff was present.  The location of the orb is still unknown.  Katherine isn’t even aware that the staff is there.”
            “Why have I never heard of these objects before now?”  Santeego demanded.  “Can you even be so certain they are of an authentic nature?”
            “It is true, they have a great deal of forgeries,” Merik said.  “But I have no doubts in these artifacts.  As for knowledge of their relation, we have only Kat-therine to thank.  I never would have seen the association.”
            Santeego dipped the tip of his finger into the hot wax of a candle.  He watched it cool into a fragile shell as he thought.  Azriel’s words nagged at him.  There were many obvious reasons to request Merik to no longer participate in the quest for the orb, but his work accomplished still could not be ignored.  The greater good must be considered, and it was becoming increasingly difficult to determine which side of the scales were tipping now.
            “You are very important to this clan, Merik.”  Santeego grimly sighed considering Azriel’s new information.  “More important than you would realize I’ve come to understand.  I do not feel it is appropriate for you to continue—”
            “BUT SIRE!”
            Santeego raised a swift hand cutting Merik into sharp silence.
            Merik bit his lower lip restraining himself still seething inside.  He couldn’t be taken off the mission.  He must be allowed to join Kat in the library after hours.
            Santeego continued once certain Merik would not make another outburst.  “Things happen for a reason.  In my years I’ve found this abundantly clear.  Therefore I must come to the conclusion, that if you were not meant to take part you would have not been so successful thus far.”
            Merik released his lip.
            “I will grant your continuation, on a probationary basis only!”  Santeego made clear.  “In the future you will not allow yourself to be so carelessly distracted again.  Is that understood?”
            “Yes, Sire.”  Merik hastily answered regretful that he had not made more of a thoughtful pause.  It was a give away to seem so grateful for such a small favor, and he pondered whether or not Santeego was beginning to suspect his growing affections for Kat.
            “We must have a talk, you and I.”  Santeego began but halted noticing a growing commotion beyond the temple doors.
            They burst open flooding Merik and Santeego in light.  A panic of noise and shouting reverberated into the circular room.  Merik watched two of his clanmates pull a very injured looking vampire to the center of the already blood stained marble.  A great crowd of onlookers continued to grow beyond the doorway.  None seemed very determined to enter any farther.  A bobbing of blond hair could be seen standing on tip toe at the back.
            “SILENCE!”  Santeego commanded.
            Everyone immediately heeded the order.
            The energy that emulated from Santeego’s towering figure was enough to freeze the very air they breathed.  It justified his deserving position as Grand Sire outright.
            Merik recognized the two that carried the injured vampire in as elders of the clan.  Immune to Santeego’s influence as only elders could be, they diligently tended to the wounds of the victim that Merik could not place a name with.
            His face was swollen, bruised, and bloody beyond all recognition.  Merik stared, immobilized by the torturous cries of pain coming from the battered man.
            One of the elders carefully restrained him to the floor.  “We found him like this on the grounds, Grand Sire.  I don’t know how he made it this far back.”
            Santeego gazed downward at the pooling blood.  His voice was hoarse, and barely audible.  “It’s a message.”
            The crowd parted briefly allowing Azriel through.  She carried a small kit with her as she whisked to the aid of the victim.
            “Peter…” she breathed, somehow identifying him in an instant.
            “Gunder,” Peter strained.  His words were broken and erratic.  “He wants- clan will- Merik-”
            Santeego seemed to realize for the first time that Merik was still present and the crowd was still watching.  “Merik, leave us please, and care for the doors as well.”
            “Merik?”  Peter writhed trying to see him.  “Merik?”
            He froze mid-step at the sound of his name.
            Azriel was pouring some odd smelling liquids onto cloths.  She reached forward searching for a hold on Peter.  Santeego held Peter down amidst his increasingly violent thrashing.
            “Merik?” he continued to wail.
            “I said depart!”  Santeego snapped finding Merik failed to obey the first request.
            Azriel lunged forth gripping Peter’s wrist and made a shuddering gasp as if she had been infected by something.
            “Azriel?”  Santeego’s anxious eyes beseeched her.
            “Merik, stay!”  She found her breath again, now contradicting Santeego’s original order.  “Somebody get some human blood!”
            Merik looked to Santeego unsure who to listen to.
            “You!”  Santeego pointed to a random member of the crowd.  “Go to the stores.  Make haste!”  He turned back to Merik studying him carefully.  “Close the doors.”
            Merik did as he was told locking himself in with the dying vampire.  He watched Desiree’s startled face disappear through the narrowing slit.  He wished he had listened when he had the opportunity to flee.  Witnessing a vampire perish was not a pleasant experience, and he doubted there was much Azriel could do to help Peter now.  It was true that even if a vampire was an inch from deaths door, human blood could save them.  However, there was little chance it would be retrieved in time.  The estate was too large, and the kitchen stores too far.
            Azriel worked quickly administering her many potions and medicines.  The blood continued to flow despite her noble efforts.  A horrible sign, as most wounds heal quickly under normal circumstances.  These were too deep, and as more precious blood was spilled, the longer it would take for recovery.  The continued crimson flow served as a fatal warning.
            Finally, Azriel did something that Merik could only assume was to alleviate Peter’s suffering.
            His body ceased its retching and it was no longer necessary for three men to hold him.  He looked about through the remaining slit off the lesser puffy eye, speaking much more coherently.
            “Where’s Merik?”
            “He’s here.”  Azriel soothingly answered.  “Can you see him?”
            “No—”
            Azriel beckoned Merik closer asking again as she pressured him to Peter’s side.  “Right here.  Can you see him now?”
            A wide lopsided grin spread across his purpled cheeks.  “Gunder told me something you must know…  Something for you alone…”
            A million electrified needles seemed to be stabbing into Merik’s brain.  He had the sickening notion that this vampire’s blood was now on his hands.
            Peter gave a stifling choke attempting to continue.  “He wants you to join him…  He says it’s your last chance.  If you join, by will…  Join him or…”
            He didn’t want to hear anymore.  Why didn’t he run when he could?  He didn’t have to stop at the sound of his name.
            “Where is that blood?”  Merik muttered impatiently.
            “Listen to me,” Peter begged.  “He said… he will force you, even if he must… if he must travel to the… end of time itself.”
            “End of time?”  Merik’s brain numbly went into overload as it envisioned countless drawings and diagrams of the orb.  His heart hit the inside of his ribs as if it were trying to pass too much blood at once.  “What else?  What else did he say!?”
            “Merik!”  Santeego reprimanded.
            “Tell me!”  Merik demanded losing all self control.  He was mere inches from Peters face.
            Peter shook his head with what little strength he had left.  “He said… only a name…  I didn’t under— understand…  Joyce.”
            The color seemed to fade so rapidly from Peter’s form it was hard to tell if he was ever anything but grey.  Even the bright scarlet that flowed, not a fraction of a second ago, lost its luster.  The swelling seemed merely to be receding at first making Peter recognizable once again.  But Merik watched it recede past its proper stopping place until his cheeks became very hollow and his skin seemed to be melting from the bone.
            It was a horrid sight to watch a vampire meet their mortality.  Merik had only witnessed it once and since the experience made a point to turn away when the opportunity arose until he could be certain the process was finished.  This time was different.  He could not bring himself to part his eyes from the scene.  He would witness every heart wrenching moment of his clanmates shriveling and rapidly decomposing body.
            He watched Peter’s hair fall out, his arm pop out of socket, and his fingers break away.
            He watched.
            Soon there was nothing more than a scattering of very brittle bones among a flakey looking pile of debris.
            The magic bonds that had kept this vampire alive the past two decades had fled.  Without them death had caught up to Peter, leaving him to appear as nothing more than he would if he were a corpse that had managed to walk about on its own.  Every second of wear and tear his body would have endured without that magic life force was now visible.  Merik sank knowing his biggest lead in stopping Gunder was gone.
            Azriel hung her head; an unspoken pain seemed to be etched in every delicate line of her face.  She placed both hands out over the remnants of bones palm side down.
            Merik thought at first she was offering some form of prayer.  He flinched back as she spread her fingers apart in a reflexive flash.  The bones beneath them had been firmly crushed by some invisible force into a fine powder.
            She drew her palms back and turned resolutely to the two elders that had carried Peter in.
            “Please discretely inform those it concerns that we no longer require the need of human blood, and fetch an urn as well.”
            No sooner than the two elders left did the three remaining members of the council reach the temple.  Frantic from the news that had reached them they rushed in finding it was too late.
            “Ohh...” the only other female elder breathed in shock at the sight that still covered the floor.
            Even the candles seemed to pulse in mourning as the light dimmed from shrinking flames.
            “This is an unfortunate development.  This means our entire clan is now in jeopardy.” the ginger haired female stated the obvious.
            “It would certainly seem that way,” another elder agreed.
            “What are we to tell the others?  Not all of us are warriors,” a third claimed.
            “You have a remarkable gift for understatements!”
            “You say not all of us, as if most of us are.  Majority of our clan are here with a dedication to the fine arts!”
            Merik could no longer distinguish who was arguing what, or when.
            “We can’t expect them to fight.”
            “We don’t know how, to begin with.”
            “That’s not true!”
            “They’ll panic!”
            “THEY’LL NOT!”  Santeego put an end to all bickering.
            They recoiled under his fierce gaze.
            “You are Elders,” Santeego hissed at their disgraceful behavior.  “Act it!”
            Azriel placed a gentle hand on Merik’s arm to guide him to his feet.  “Merik, please gather everyone to the dining hall.”
            Merik was startled by the suggestion.  Surely she meant for him to find one of the elders that went to fetch an urn.  Surely he was supposed to ask one of them to gather everyone on her behalf.  It wasn’t proper for him to take on the responsibility himself.
            “Everyone will respect your wishes,” she stated as if knowing his thoughts.
            Merik was in a whirl but agreed to the task.  He moved from room to room, up and down corridors alerting everyone to join him in the dining hall.  He thought about what he would say when asked why they were to do this, but no one questioned him.
            When finished he found himself sitting among the hundred or so clan members questioning the purpose of the gathering himself.
            Santeego paced to the center of the room followed in by the six elders who stayed off to the side.  All eyes remained in intent focus on their Grand Sire.  He had a regal disposition and showed as little emotion as possible.  He intended every syllable to be delivered without waiver, as he diplomatically enlightened the innocent of his clan.
            “Peter was cut down this eve, by our formidable enemy.  The mourning ceremony, as well as our traditional retelling of the legendary race wars, will commence tomorrow evening to honor his memory.”
            It was only right.  It was only expected.  Merik had heard the retelling of the race wars too many times now.  The most important legend known to vampires it explained how it all began.  It was the history behind the creation of the first vampires to walk the planet.  It was tradition to pass down the story of the beginning, with each vampires end.
            Santeego appraised the alarmed faces of his clan.  He knew they had come to the same conclusion the elders had with this information.  No one was safe any longer.  Merik also took a passing glance to see what most reactions were.  He felt a horrifying guilt and needed assurance that those closest to Peter did not think less of him.  It was not Peter’s friends that gave Merik an unnerving stare however, but the council of elders.  With the exception of Azriel and Santeego, they looked on him as if seeing him plainly for the first time.
            Merik gave a miniscule involuntary shudder trying to ignore them.  He forced himself to listen to Santeego’s words, all the while secretly wondering what had been discussed after he had left the temple, and why they refused to turn their eyes from his direction.
            “Peter was young,” Santeego said.  “A mere twenty vampyric years.  If he had not been blessed with our gift, he may very well still have been living another half century as a mere human even.  We will never know.
            “It is easy to think the vampyric gift grants us immortality.  It is comforting to delude ourselves to a notion that we can not perish.  Do not take sanctuary in such foolish lies.  They will consume you as they have our enemies.  Gunder’s clan has been seduced by the corrupt promise of immortality.
            “We must take another path, and recognize the truth for what it is.  For even the strongest of us will one day die of old age.  Even I, who have lived four hundred vampyric years and only appear to have aged four, know my time will one day come.  For some, death comes sooner than others.  We are at war.  It is inevitable.
            “For those that wish to take precautions, training will be offered every evening until the threat has passed.  I call upon those of you who earned your right with us by way of the warrior to assist the others.  I will also be offering my personal services in the dojo when possible.”
            A weight seemed to lift from the room.  Many found the idea of training with Santeego to be an honor above all others.  Merik looked on the newly lit faces.  They had hope in their eyes; everyone but the elders, who still seemed to gaze at Merik as if he had been contaminated by some unidentifiable disease.
            Why wouldn’t they stop looking at him?  Azriel and Santeego weren’t eying him like that.  In fact they weren’t looking at him at all.
            “Even a painter can appreciate the fluid dance of a sword.  It is not much different from the stroke of a brush.  A dancer can learn the evasive art of defense.  Your natural skills will serve you, whatever they be.  You all can fight, and will when given the chance.  Not because you wish to, but because you desire to.  To honor those we’ve lost, like Peter.”

Monday, March 5, 2012

CHAPTER 5; Ventured and Gained.





Chapter Five
“Ventured and Gained”





            The days were turning short and dreary, making the library feel all the more drafty and hollow as the weeks rolled on.  Katherine looked across the table at Merik, who, she hated to admit, she was happy to have keeping her company such nights.  He lifted his glance to hers briefly as he turned the page of his book.
            Katherine returned a frustrated smile, neither of them finding anything useful.  She was less jittery around him, and even willing to discuss magical influences every once in a while.  Merik proceeded to warm towards her a little in return, and while the majority of their time was spent in a comfortable silence, Paul often served as an instigator of conversations.  He would occasionally pop in on the pair of them and give Merik a fatherly threat, which he had recently taken to ending with a wink now.
            It was all becoming just a part of Katherine’s daily routine.  The only part of the routine she looked forward to.  Even on her days off, she sat in her apartment counting the hours till the next closing shift.  She found herself more and more often awaiting nights like this one, sitting in stillness without fear of judgment.  Nights where only one worry infested her thoughts; she couldn’t help but wonder when it was all to end.  Certainly this was not a permanent situation.  Merik would one day find the information he was looking for, and she would be sitting alone in her library again.  She knew this, and came to terms with this inevitable reality.  The question that really bothered her was, would Merik still find her witchcraft of such little consequence once he no longer needed her services?
            “So, this isn’t working, is it?”  Merik closed the heavy book cover with a thud.
            Katherine lifted her eyes to see his text scuff to a halt at the center of the table.  She closed her own book not bothering to mark the page she was on.  “What do you mean?  Are you leaving?”
            Merik looked over his shoulder restless.  “I mean I need a break.  I’m burnt out.”
            Katherine leaned back finding herself intrigued.  “Really?  What kind of a break?”
            “You know I’ve been coming here what, a month, almost two?”  He recollected.  “The library is the only part of the building I’ve ever seen.”
            Katherine crossed her arms already knowing what he was getting at.
            “I was thinking we could stretch our legs.”  Merik gestured to the museum path.
            Katherine bit her lip.  “I don’t know…”
            “Come on,” he pleaded.  “Where’s your sense of adventure?”
            She ran her fingers back through her thick black hair.  With the small exception of the museum Katherine saw on her route to lunch, she had not been through the exhibits in years.  She left the table leaving all possessions behind.
            “Why not?”
            Merik let her lead him down the same red tile path Monica journeyed every day.  Everything seemed so different to Katherine at night.  It was as if each glass paned display took on a life of its own.  It all seemed to feed off the dark like some mystical battery. 
            “Hmmm.”  She looked around finding the cases far too dim to properly enjoy.  “This isn’t right.  The fluorescent lights over head should be off, but I thought that each display was supposed to stay lit.  Not much point in looking at what we can’t see.”
            “Can’t you turn them on with a spell?”
            Katherine raised an eyebrow.  “No.  And you know better than to ask.”
            “C’mon.  I’m the only one here.”
            “Yeah, you and the security cameras, and you know I wouldn’t, even if it was just you.  The lobby is the only place I wouldn’t get caught on tape.”  She rested her hands on her hips processing the problem.  “Actually, that gives me an idea.”  She scanned her surroundings searching for a solution, landing on a stool.  “There we go.”  She took hold of it setting it a few feet in front of a surveillance camera.  “They put these stools in here for the children that come through.  Careful you don’t trip over one.  The kids forget to put them away sometimes.”
            She positioned herself directly in the camera’s path waving deliberately into the lens.
            “What are you doing?”  The question had scarcely left Merik’s lips when a popping issued in a domino effect down the path.  Each enclosure and casing illuminated brilliantly.
            Katherine mouthed “thank you” into the camera, and gave a wave goodbye.  She thumbed back to it stepping down from the stool.  “Paul.”
            “Wow.”  Merik picked the stool up putting it away for her.  “You’re clever too.  I’m impressed.”
            “I see.  So you wanted my help with the orb because I’m stupid.  Sorry to disappoint,” Katherine mocked.
            “That’s not what I meant and you know it,” Merik remarked.  “That old guard really looks out for you, doesn’t he?”
            “I guess.”  Katherine shrugged moving to a display.  “We’ve always had something of an unspoken understanding.  I think he just appreciates that I listen to his yarns without complaint.  Most of the staff gives him a difficult time.  He’s always getting the rough shifts, and people tend to walk over him.”
            “Well it was lucky he was watching.”  Merik joined her.
            Katherine shook her head.  “Not really.  I wouldn’t have made a fool of myself waving at the camera if I didn’t know he was already watching.”
            “How could you know he was watching?  He could’ve been out making rounds.”
            Katherine raised an eyebrow making Merik feel it was a dumb question.  She peered back at the camera.  “You know, the first night you were here—with permission—that is,” she chuckled kindly.  “Paul warned me to stay within range of the cameras.  He wanted me to stay where he could keep and eye on you.”
            “That’s sweet.  He acts almost as if he were your father.”
            Katherine frowned.  “He’s nothing like my father.”
            “Right.”  Merik paused leaving an awkward silence.  He felt he had instantly overstepped his bounds and searched for a subject change.  The bayonet before them caught his eye and he found his diversion.  “This is a fake you know.”
            Katherine’s attention was successfully distracted by Merik’s brazen claim.  “I’m sure it’s not.  The cataloguists would never allow such an obvious mistake to pass.”
            “Say what you will Kat, but I assure you this is a replica, and not even a very good one.  I’m surprised it doesn’t have a little engraving that states it was made in China.  It’s the sheath that really gives it away though.  It’s far too elaborate.  It would be simple.  Made out of leather.  Not metal.”
            Katherine’s jaw dropped a centimeter as she made a more distinct observation.  Merik’s accuracy was impressive.
            “It’s not the only one either.  There were a couple more pieces I noticed on the way in, that were lacking in authenticity.”
            Katherine looked him over in surprise.  “You know your history don’t you?”
            Merik shrugged.  “I know World War One.”
            “And why is that?  Family heirlooms or something?”
            “Something like that.”  Merik smiled.  “Anyway.  It’s not like I know that much.  Not like you.”
            “I don’t know that much,” Katherine denied.
            “Come on… The way you look at these trinkets.  I doubt that’s true.  I bet you could give me a full report on more than half of the stuff in here, without so much as blinking.”
            Katherine rolled her eyes growing slightly annoyed.  “You really give me way too much credit.  Why are you trying so hard to flatter me all of a sudden?”
            “Tell me I’m wrong,” Merik dared.  “Tell me you can’t tell me anything about the…”  He turned to a plaque sounding out the title of the display.  “The Epp-som…  Epsim Medallion…  Why does that sound familiar?”
            “It should!”  Katherine rushed to the case.  “It’s been in the books with the Vega Orb.”
            “So can you tell me anything about it?”  Merik asked.
            “No.”  She answered.  “I don’t know what it does.  I mean, I know what medallions traditionally do, but I don’t know this one’s specific purpose.  All I can tell you, is it was forged by Artumes of Jallaki in the late twelfth century.”  Kat shook her head.  “At least we have another lead.  Medallions are meant to channel powers.  They’re a tool.  I think maybe, just maybe, the person that wears this medallion may be channeling whatever powers the Vega Orb possesses.”
            Merik looked at Kat with awe.  “You’re meant for so much more than this.”
            She was caught off guard by his seemingly affectionate words.  She whispered back, her temper secretly rising.  “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” 
            “Tell me I’m wrong,” he provoked.  “Tell me you’re happy sitting around as a librarian the rest of your life.  I can see the way you look at these things.  Why don’t you do tour leads, get more involved?”
            “I’m not really a people person.”  Katherine brushed it off, moving from display to display never really seeing anything inside the cases anymore.  “It takes someone like Monica to tolerate that kind of work.”
            “Then something else.  You could be an antique dealer or an appraiser maybe.  Come on, tell me I’m wrong here.”
            Katherine took a deep cleansing breath.  “Alright, I’ll admit it.  I thought that way once.  I thought there would be more to these chunks of glass, metal, and history.  More than that, I thought they would be my salvation.  Not anymore.  Now these items are just a tiny light waiting at an endless tunnel’s exit.”
            “What do you mean?”  Merik asked softly.
            Katherine denied any further inquiries.  She put her full attention into careful study of a plaque conveniently in front of her.  “Never mind, it’s nothing.  I don’t know why I said that.”
            “Yes, you do.”  Merik placed a gentle hand over the bronze engraving so she could no longer pretend to keep reading.  “Come on.”
            She found herself once more in a position to share more than she had originally wished.  “You keep doing this.  Why?”
            “I don’t understand.  Why what?”  Merik shrank under her intense stare.
            “You keep probing into my life.”
            “We’ve been working together for weeks now.”  Merik took his hand down from the plaque.  “I don’t need an answer if it makes you that uncomfortable.”
            “Thank you, it does.”  Katherine responded fully aware that Merik still would not drop it so easily.
            “I just want to know who you are.”  Merik went on as they entered another section of the museum.  He was suddenly reminded of home.  The elegance and art of the décor was much like that of the clan’s estate.
            Katherine sighed.  “Fine, you’re right, okay?  I wanted more for myself.  I had girly dreams of adventure and shining knights on white steeds.  I thought I would be an executive with a nice office and hundreds of clients lined up outside my door, all holding interesting relics.  That’s the difference between dreams and reality.  Things like that don’t happen for people like me here.  This isn’t some fairy tale; it’s the Dorseman Research and Learning Facility.”
            Merik nodded strolling casually about as the hall opened up into a room.  “If that’s how you feel about it, why don’t you leave?  Go chase your dreams.”
            “I can’t just leave.  I’ve invested a lot of time here.  I’ve settled down.  I can’t just abandon everything.”
            “Why not?”
            “Excuse me?”
            “Why can’t you just up and go?”  He asked bluntly.  “You aren’t married, you don’t have any children.  It’s not like you’re chained to this building.  If there’s a chance you could be happier somewhere else, why not just do it?”
            Katherine had never been told to look at her life in such a way.  It shed new light on what was really holding her back.  “Fear, I guess.  I think I’m afraid, no matter where I go, things won’t be any different.  If anything, they could really be a lot worse.”
            Merik smiled.  “Take my advice, Kat.  Life can be unbelievably short.  Fear is a horrible waste of time.”
            “Still.”  Katherine ran her fingers along the smooth edge of a glass box distractedly.  “It’s easier said than done.”
            “That it is.”  Merik agreed wholeheartedly knowing he too had his own fears to get passed.  “That it most certainly is.”   
            At the end of the museum’s red tiled path they came out at the food court that Katherine was familiar with.  She looked up to its glass cathedral ceiling watching the full moon pour through.  “Well, I guess that’s it.  This would be the part where Monica would thank you for visiting, and direct your attention to the gift shop on your right, but as it’s locked, I guess we should get back to the library.”
            “No, wait a minute.”  Merik spotted a raised platform amidst the seating area.  Resting upon it was a small white baby grand piano.  He strolled over to it opening the keys.
            Katherine knew that the piano was promptly tuned every three months, as she was the one to sign in the service man.  She couldn’t imagine why, however, as it seemed to catch more cobwebs than melodies these days.  “Do you know how to play?”
            “Some.”  Merik modestly answered beginning to put the piano through its paces.  “I never get much practice at home.  I’m afraid certain members of my— family tend to hog our piano.”
            Katherine pulled up a chair to sit and listen.  She was astounded at Merik’s ability to fluently move through all genre’s, from Mozart to jazz.  He even touched on a little rock, before he realized how carried away he was becoming.  His fingers moved effortlessly over the keys bringing the music to an end.
            “You’re very good.  How long have you been playing?”
            Merik closed the cover to the keys.  “More years than I can remember I’m afraid.”
            Katherine felt a challenge at his talents.  “I can’t play the piano, but I was first chair in high school playing clarinet.”
            “Ever try any of the other wind instruments?”  Merik was intrigued.
            “No.  I had so much to do already.  Between my school work, the clarinet, and church, my family kept me on the go most of the time.  I really shouldn’t even brag about being first chair anyway.  There were only four clarinetists to begin with.  Not very hard to win out in such a small town.”
            “I think you should try the flute sometime.”  Merik suggested.  “You have the lips of a flutist.”
            Katherine blinked feeling her face go unexpectedly warm.  Tucking a lose strand of hair back behind her ear, she cleared her throat.  “Well.  We should get back to the library.”
            “Yeah, absolutely.”  He agreed with deliberate enthusiasm.  “The books are waiting.”
            Merik followed her finding Paul waiting for them both at the table they had left disheveled.
            “Ah, Miss Katherine.  I was wondering where you had got to.”  Paul turned from the chairs that were still slightly askew.  “I was sure you would be finished through the museum by this time.  Did you enjoy the walk?”
            “Yes, Paul.”  Katherine made her way to the table touching his arm with gratitude as she passed.  “Thank you.  Did you need me for something?”
            “Oh, it’s nothing, nothing.  I just wanted to inform you that I’m departing for the evening.  The next shift is coming on soon, and I was wondering if I should notify them that you would still be here?”
            “Do you have a half day or something?”  Merik asked never having known Paul to leave before them.
            “Well, no.  It’s just the end of my shift, is all.”  Paul clarified.
            “What?”  Merik turned his head in alarm searching for a clock.  “What time is it?”
            Paul eyed him curiously.  “It’s approximately four in the a.m. lad.”
            “I have to go!”  Merik grabbed his coat off the back of the chair in a flash.  He knew sunrise would be fast approaching and home was a possible hour away, depending on the added early morning traffic.  “Sorry.  I’ll see you tomorrow!”
            “What’s the rush?”  Katherine called after him.  “Hey!  Merik!”
            Katherine looked at Paul who seemed equally bewildered as Merik disappeared from view.
            “You realize he can’t get out those doors without one of our keys, don’t you?”  Paul asked.
            Katherine stacked the books up immediately holding them out to Paul.  “Do you mind putting these under my desk for me please?”
            “Sure Katherine, sure.”  Paul took the jumble that she shoved into his arms before running off as well.
            He left with too much of a sense of urgency, leaving her unsettled.  She rounded the corner into the lobby sprinting after Merik, who reappeared at the same moment apparently realizing he needed Katherine to let him out as well.
            Katherine threw her arms up in surprise ready to brace herself from crashing into him.  She closed her eyes waiting to feel the hard impact, but heard only a stifled yelp of shock from Merik.  She opened them again to see him flying unwillingly backward through the air, crash landing more than three yards away.
            His back hit the ground first knocking the wind clean out of him.  His fangs reflexively sprang forth in a defensive reaction to the pain.
            “Merik!”  Kat cried rushing forward to his side.  “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too!”
            Merik closed his mouth tightly rolling over to his stomach.  He prayed Katherine did not notice his fangs.
            “That’s never happened before.  I-I don’t know how I did that,” she ranted.  “Are you okay?  I’ll call for help!”
            Merik grabbed her ankle as she tried to move to the phone.  He kept his chin firmly to his chest to hide his fangs from view.  “No.  I’m fine.  Really, it’s no big deal.”
            “You’re hurt.”  Katherine argued.
            Merik kept a firm hold on her leg as he forced his fangs to retract so he could better convince her.  “No…  I just got the air kicked from my lungs.  I’ll be okay once I get home.”
            “Katherine?  You alright there?”  Paul had finally caught up.
            She hoisted Merik to his feet.  “Yes.  Would you get the door for us, Paul?  Merik fell.  I’m going to take him home.”
            Paul threw the texts under her desk grabbing her purse and coat for her.  He opened the door letting them both out.  “You’re sure you’ll be alright?”
            “Yeah, I can hear the train coming now.  Thank you.”
            Merik let her help him on board, growing disorientated.  There were more people than expected in the car and they had no choice but to stand clutching to a pole for support as they swayed along.
            “Want to tell me why it was so important for you to get home?”  Katherine asked a squinting Merik.
            “I have to get to bed,” he answered vaguely.
            “You have to get to bed?”  She repeated.
            “Uh-huh.”
            Merik’s head was shooting bolts of pain as he tried to think clearly.  He should have a better excuse than this.  He knew he should.
            “It’s my… religion,” he made up obscurely.
            Katherine could not allow this lie.  Even if she had just hurt him, it was no excuse for him to be so blatantly deceiving.  She had spent her entire life studying religions.
            “And what religion is that?”  Katherine demanded.
            “I have to get—bed.”  Merik blinked hard trying to focus his eyes.  He put a hand on his head as if trying to cradle it from pain.
            “Merik?”  Katherine questioned suddenly a little less sure of his state.  “What are you talking about?”
            “I’m late.”
            “Late for what?”
            “I’m supposed to be home—by sunrise.”
            The train was stopping at another station for more people to board.  Merik pulled his fingers from the back of his head.
            “Oh God.”  Katherine stared at his hand in alarm.  “Merik, you’re bleeding.  We should get off and get you to a hospital.”
            “No, I’m fine.”  He refused, swaying a little as the train started to move again.
            Katherine took hold of his face peering into his eyes.  “No you aren’t.  You have a concussion.”
            “I’m fine,” he restated weakly.
            Katherine kept him standing as they moved from station to station although seats were now beginning to open temporarily as the patrons in the car switched out at passing stops.
            “Merik, where do you live?”  Katherine asked still not sure what to do with him, doubting he would make it home on his own.  They were now only one stop away from her station.  People were boarding again and time was running thin for her to make a decision.  “Merik, tell me where you live so I can take you home.”
            An older woman with over rouged cheeks strutted aboard wearing what would seem to be her Sunday best.  She eyed them condescendingly before speaking to no one in particular, but clearly for their benefit.
            “Every week,” she mumbled, “Saturday night drunks.  It’s enough to make a person give up on church altogether.”
            “Well I wouldn’t do that, Ma’am!”  Katherine spoke with utter contempt.  “See, I don’t think you are familiar enough with the Book of Matthew; particularly chapter seven.”
            The woman gazed at Katherine as if she couldn’t possibly be speaking to her.  She pulled her fancy fur ruff indignantly tighter.
            Katherine elaborated.  “Don’t worry you can look it up when you get there.  It has a bit to do with being a hypocrite.  And just so you and I are clear, I have not touched a drop of alcohol and my friend here is injured.  But so much for good old Christian compassion, right?” 
            “WELL!”  The lady blushed making her heavy rouge seem pale now.
            Kat stared after her as she moved to the next car.  Merik was getting heavier, seeming to lose more and more ability to stand of his own accord with each passing minute.  Katherine found some unexplained strength in her risen anger.  “People like her are the reason I did stop going to service,” she whispered to Merik feeling the train slow one last time to her stop.
            She still did not know what to do about him.  She had no way of getting him home, as she still had no idea where his home was.  The doors opened letting people off and on again, and she had no alternative.  “Alright, Merik, come on.  You’re coming with me.”
            “Where?”  He let her lead him out to the platform, followed by only one or two last second patrons.
            “You’re just going to have to miss whatever was so important.  My apartment isn’t far.  You can rest up there.”
            “Where?”  He didn’t seem to comprehend what she was saying.
            The early morning air hung heavy with frost as she pulled Merik along.  The overcast sky was getting lighter, turning its grayish pink before the dawn.  Preoccupied with trying to keep Merik moving Katherine never noticed the long haired figure lurking behind them.
            “Come on, Merik.  Stay awake for me,” she coaxed him.  “You can’t fall asleep for awhile okay?”
            “Just a nap…”
            “No. No nap!”  Katherine jostled him.  “First we get you to my apartment.”
            “Apartment.”
            “Yeah that’s right.  Keep talking to me.”  Katherine pleaded.  “It’s not much.  Hell it only has one window, and it’s not even in the living room.”
            “No windows,” Merik obliviously argued.
            “No it has one.  One window.”  Katherine dragged him up the steps to the buildings front entrance.  “Say that, Merik.  Show you understand.”
            “One window.”
            Katherine propped him up against the brick while she searched for her key.  She kept talking trying to keep him conscious.  “That’s right.  One window in the bedroom.  That’s all I can afford.”
            “I want to go to bed.”
            “Well, you can crash on the couch, but not until your concussion is done with.”
            “It’s too bright,” Merik complained.
            “Don’t worry.  It’s nice and dark inside.  I’ll keep the lights off.”  Katherine opened the door.
            Desiree watched them disappear behind it.  She wouldn’t deny she wanted to take Merik back from Katherine, but knew the importance of keeping her cover.  It sounded as if Merik was perfectly safe, even if he was in the hands of a young witch.  She had to allow it and report to Santeego.  She barely had enough time to get back home alone, and could not afford Merik to slow her down.  They would never make it before dawn with his injuries.

            Katherine cleaned the wound on Merik’s head and examined his arm that he had taken to complaining about.  He wasn’t bleeding anymore but was barely conscious and speaking strangely.
            She wasn’t much better herself.  Perhaps it was the tiring physical task of helping Merik make it home with her.  Perhaps it was the unexpected exertion of magical energy.  Or maybe it was the simple fact that she had not slept in more than twenty four hours.  Whatever the reason, keeping herself awake was almost as difficult as keeping Merik conscious.  She counted each minute like a game, waiting until a safe point.  Just another hour or so, and it should be okay to let Merik sleep.  Just another fifty minutes.  Forty five minutes, she could do that.  Forty three minutes…  Forty one…
            Her eyes grew heavy, and she slipped into dreams.  It was bizarre and beautiful, full of magic and mystery as only dreams could be.  She was running along a dirt country path beside a forest of pine, soaking up the sunshine.  A feeling of power overwhelmed her.  She was strong and justified, running free.  She came to a cool refreshing river, and she swam along in its gentle current, relaxed, not a care in the world.
            She was drifting along, feeling as if she could last this way forever.  The sun was setting and as it sank lower, the river began to pick up in speed.  She started to swim towards the embankment, thinking it maybe a wise decision to get out now.  The current was getting stronger and the waves bigger.  Her family appeared at the rivers edge and she called for them to help her, but none came.
            They watched her, shouting useless suggestions her way.  Katherine called out for her brother, struggling to stay above water.  He was no where to be found.  Surely he would help her.  Thomas would save her.
            She looked down stream to see how much worse the river was going to get.  A great fork appeared in it.  Down one path, the learning center could be seen a distance away.  She gasped and sputtered as another wave washed over her head.
            She couldn’t see down the other path yet.  The moon was rising over it, and she strained to make out what was beneath it.
            Her family continued to shout at her from the side, now joined by Mr. Laving making cat calls, and telling her to get to work.  Her family started telling her that he was a suitable husband, and successful.  They demanded she choose the fork of the river leading to the learning center.
            Katherine felt the current slam her body into a boulder.  She grabbed hold looking again down the path her family encouraged.  The library had changed.  It now looked like a dungeon.
            Her fingers ached as her grip was slipping from the rock.  The water seemed to grow slimy and thick, making the stone edge harder to hold.  She looked down.  It was red.
            It was blood.
            She lost hold of the sharp edge losing herself back into the current.  Her family laughed as she went under again.  The fork was approaching, and it was time to make a choice.  She didn’t know what was down the path with the rising moon, but it had to be better than the would-be dungeon.
            Kicking and fighting her way through the red waves, she struggled to her choice of paths despite her family’s and Mr. Laving’s objections.  It was too late to turn around now.  She cascaded past the split leaving them all behind.
            The water didn’t slow, but trees were springing up around the edges.  Long branches bridged across and dipped into the crimson pools.  There was hope, if only she could grab hold of one.
            A loud rumble began to grow, telling her time was running out.  There was no mistaking the sound of a waterfall.  She had chosen the wrong path.  She was going to die.  In panic, she strived for anything to hold onto.  Shouting could be heard again.
            It was not the voice of a family member or horny old man, but it was Merik.  Holding onto a thick fallen log bridging the river he called her name reaching out to her.
            “Kat!  Grab My Hand!”
            With her last ounce of strength she thrust her arm upward landing her hand securely in his.  But something wasn’t right.  Despite the raging red waters, and pending waterfall, her first reaction was to let go.  Her hand stung horribly as Merik held it.  It was gushing blood that leaked from between their palms.  Did she cut her hand on the rock?  No.  This wasn’t just her blood.  She didn’t know how she knew, but Merik’s palm was bleeding too.
            “Kat, it’s okay!” he encouraged.  “Just hold onto me!”
            She couldn’t take the pain.  She dangled with her legs still in the current as Merik tried to lift her.  She felt a growing need to let go.
            “Kat!”
            She flailed trying to free herself from the pain.  She shut her eyes as tight as she could, fighting Merik’s grip.
            “Kat!”  Merik repeated.  “Kat, WAKE UP!”
            She opened her eyes, safely back in her apartment.  She jumped in the chair she was sleeping in, examining the palm of her hand closely.  It had felt so real.  “It was a dream?”  She hoarsely stammered.
            “It was a nightmare.”  Merik seemed as out of breath as Kat.
            She stood up still very shaky.  “How are you feeling?  Is your head any better?”
            “Yeah.”  Merik answered more concerned about her.  He looked around the apartment in confusion.  “Kat, how did I get here?”
            “I brought you here, when you couldn’t tell me where you lived.  You were pretty out of it.  I thought you were just being rude at first, but when I realized you were near delirium I was kind of frightened.”
            “I’m fine now.”  Merik said.  “Thank you for looking out for me.”
            “Don’t be so quick to thank me.  It’s my fault you got hurt in the first place, if you remember.  How about your arm?  You started to complain that it might be broken.”
            “You didn’t do that much damage.  I think it was just exaggerated for lack of sleep and food if anything,” Merik dismissed.
            “Well, I want you to get a little more rest before I let you leave then,” she insisted.  She looked at her bedroom door.  “Would you be okay, if I left you alone for a while?  There’s something I have to take care of.”
            Merik looked at the door inquisitive.  “Yeah, sure.  Do what you need to.”
            “Thanks.  Um, please make yourself at home.  Eat anything you can find—except the rye bread on the counter.”  She corrected immediately.
            “The rye bread?”
            “I’m making ergot.”
Kat went on to explain after a blank look came from Merik.  “It’s a fungus that grows in rye bread that stops bleeding.  But if you eat it it’s a hell of a hallucinogen.  Caused the Salem Witch Trials when a bunch of ditsy girls swallowed it down.”  Kat shook her head at the absurdity.  “Still, it’s a must have in any witches first aid kit.”
            “Funny how often tragedies seem to be caused by such simple misunderstandings.”  Merik replied.
            Kat nodded distractedly, still clutching one fist at her side.  “Well, like I said, help yourself to anything else you can find that’s edible.”  She offered.  “I’ll just be a while.  Don’t leave until I know you’ll be okay.”
            “Are you okay?”  Merik asked still thinking about the dream.  He wondered if Kat would even be able to interpret any of it, or if she realized he had been having it too.
            “Yeah.”  She nodded unconvincing.  “I just need to sort some things out.”
            Merik flinched when she opened her bedroom door.  It was very bright inside and he vaguely remembered repeating one window.  She closed it again and he flopped back down onto the couch.  Alone, he at last was able to give in to his own stinging palm.  Were they really having the same dream?
            This was his first chance to really process any of what had been happening.  He was lucky to be alive, injured so close to dawn.  He knew this.  He was lucky that Kat was willing to take such good care of him.  Yet he couldn’t help but wonder how lucky he would feel once he got home.  He was sure Santeego would be furious with him for not making it back before sunrise.
            His head still ached, but his arm, that he was now very aware he had broken, was at least starting to mend.  As a vampire, he healed quickly.  Most wounds were a trivial matter, but having been so long since he last had access to blood proved a problem.  Even more so, once he began bleeding himself.  A mortal on the other hand, Merik realized, probably would not have been so lucky.  Kat had displayed a power that he never knew could dwell within such a timid creature.  What only broke his arm and caused him to speak irrationally could have very possibly killed the average human instantly.
            He rubbed his palm, though it no longer stung.  He had never entered another’s dream before, and was still thrown by it.  His palm had only experienced pain like that once before at his siring ceremony.
            It was part of the ritual for a sire and pledge to place two wounds together, allowing their blood to flow into each other’s veins.  What did that have to do with her though?  She shouldn’t be having such detailed dreams of things she knew nothing about.  Was he really in her dream, or was it possible that her magic enabled her to enter his?
            Merik touched the back of his head feeling a small bump still present.  He needed blood to help him heal.  He looked to the miniscule kitchen attached to the living room with little hope of finding anything to sustain him there.  He doubted very much that she kept large quantities of blood sitting on hand.
            He looked at her bedroom door.  If he had any shot of finding something of use to him he best do it before she returned.  He sighed lifting himself from the lumpy cushions, and crossed to the refrigerator with crossed fingers.
            There were a few tricks every vampire could make use of, and one that would serve him today was—in a pinch—raw meat could serve as a sufficient substitute for a meal.  There was enough blood harbored in the meat to do so.  Luck was with him.  A small package of stew beef sat in the back of the refrigerator.
            He ripped open the package and sank his fangs in.  He vigorously swallowed as many pieces whole, chewing the others as little as possible.  He had only been forced to eat meat this way once before, and far from enjoyed it.
            He licked the package clean not wasting a drop of precious blood.  It was disgusting, and he shuddered finishing the improper meal, but could already feel the rejuvenating effects go to work as he tossed the Styrofoam backing into the trash.  His head no longer ached, and his thoughts were becoming more focused.  He was still tired but as he was usually fast asleep this time of day it seemed perfectly natural.
            He flexed his arm a few times.  It too seemed nearly fully mended.  Now his biggest concern was sundown.  There was no bell to tell him when it was safe to go outdoors here.  He needed to find a clock, which no wall seemed to bear.
            He searched the appliances surrounding him, the microwave, the oven, the television.  Nothing had a clock and even he could recognize the out dated nature of the apartment.  Everything appeared to come from second hand stores.  He felt a swift rush of guilt for telling her she should do whatever it took to follow her dreams, and wondered if that wasn’t in fact what she was already doing.
            He searched for a phone.  If nothing else, he could call information for the time, but there was no phone to be seen either.  “Seriously?”  he mumbled to himself.
            Merik sat back down on the couch very discouraged.  For lack of better option he gave in to his heavy eyes and deep thought, slipping into an uncomfortable rest, praying he did not experience the nightmare a second time.

            Katherine’s bedroom door creaked open.  She stepped to the sleeping Merik’s side.
            “Merik?”  She gave him a gentle shake on the shoulder.
            Merik stretched taking a glance around his still strange surroundings.
            “Sorry I left you so long.”  She apologized.  “Did you find something to eat?”
            He sat up grasping that he was still in Kat’s apartment.  “Yeah…”  He answered wiping sleep from his eyes.  There was no longer any sunlight emerging from her still open bedroom door.
            “Did you need to call anyone?  Let them know you’re here?”  She offered.
            “You have a phone?”
            “I have a cordless.  It’s in the bedroom.”  She made a gesture to get it.
            “No.  Don’t worry about it.”  He stopped her.  “What time is it?”
            “It’s just after six.”
            “Didn’t you have to work today?”
            Katherine sighed.  “No.  I would have told you last night, but you were in such a rush to leave.”
            Merik groaned remembering the trouble that still awaited him with Santeego.  “Right.”
            “How are you feeling?”  She asked again with concern for the injuries she had inflicted.  “You’re head and arm; how are they?”
            “No.  I’m fine.  Really, you can stop worrying now.  It was an accident.”  Merik made room for her to sit beside him.
            She stayed standing, fidgeting some feet away from him.
            He watched sensing a busy mind.  “Are, you okay?”
            “Huh?”  Katherine looked at him as if just remembering he was watching her.  “Oh, yeah, just confused.”
            “Is there something I can do?”  Merik offered.
            Katherine retreated backward leaning against the wall next to her door.  She did not look as if she had a pleasurable nap, as Merik had.  “No…  I just…  I was trying to read the…”
            Merik studied the way her voice shrank.  He waited patiently for her to work up the courage to finish.
            “I was using my tarot cards.”
            “What did they say?”  Merik found himself equally curious.
            “I don’t know.  They were contradicting themselves.  I couldn’t read them any more than I was understanding my dream.”
            Merik watched a pain grow in Kat’s lonely eyes.  “Well it was just a dream, right?  Nothing lost in mistranslating one little nightmare.”  He tried to comfort her.
            “I’m not so sure.”  Katherine shook her head.  “A nightmare is the result of a missed message from your subconscious.  It’s how the subconscious tells you to pay attention to something you’re otherwise missing.  I think I might be losing my magic.  I think that might be what the dream is trying to warn me about.”
            Merik got up.  He walked to her side feeling horrible that he could not tell her what her dream truly indicated.  Why there was so much blood, or that the bleeding palm’s representation of a siring ceremony.  He could not even tell her that he was having the same dream.  “You aren’t losing your magic.  Trust me.”
            “It’s happened to other witches.  I’ve read about it.”  Katherine argued sadly.  “I’ve given up so much because of my abilities.  My family and friends…”
            Merik got up crossing over to her.  “If you were losing your magic, would you have been able to throw me like you did last night?”
            “Maybe.”  Katherine argued to his surprise.  “Losing control might be one of the signs.  I didn’t mean for that to happen.  I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
            “Kat.”  Merik brushed her shoulder not knowing what else to say to comfort her.
            She kept her face down framed beautifully against her stark black hair.  Merik tucked a lose strand behind her ear for her.
            He felt torn inside.  This was wrong.
He shouldn’t be here.
He shouldn’t be closing his eyes.
            He shouldn’t be kissing her.